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James123ParticipantDear Roberta,
Roberta, James, Alessa, Anita, Thomas etc… These are just names, why is it so important? Moreover, these sentences are just sentences, why are they so important?
We are just bond and flesh. Fragile.
Dear Tee,
İ agree with psychedelics are extreme. Yet, isolation and meditation retreats are the best for surrendering the self and body. And I said, psychedelics are just mind games.
I don’t think whatsoever.
Krishnamurti has a say, to die every moment is the only way to live without fear. Freedom from known is death and then you are living.
Dear Allessa,
İf I can help the people the way that I am, why not.
Peace.
James123ParticipantDear Tee,
I am comfortable to talk anything, no worries.
İn my opinion, psychedelics are not drug specially magic mushrooms. No one has ever died due to magic mushrooms as an heart attack etc… But, I was ready to die for Truth. 5 meo DMT has short life it lasts maximum an hour and a half, but shrooms are completely different level. Specially, when i use 10 gr dried with lemon take, the trip lasted for 22 hours.
No. Believing that you are the body is the biggest stress for the body. İmagine, if someone slaps you know (only a slap, only a hand movement from other body to your face), you might suffer for days and imagine the body.
Health life, more laugh, going to gym etc… Purpose of all these stuff underlines one thing. Survival. And in %99 of these people are extremely afraid of death and what don’t know is survival and being afraid of death is the core of the subconscious mind of them.
Peace.
James123ParticipantDear Anita,
I am sorry that i wrote Alessa mistakenly.
I am not laughing at you, i am just laughing to what ego understands from the post. Because, the post was said that all those experiences belongs to body and mind. That’s was what intended in the post. Yet, ego always cling to judge first, don’t you see, ego can’t even see what is even written on the post because of pre judgement. 😊
Dear Tee,
Moreover, surrendering the body is imagine a puppy reunion with his mom, that’s exactly how if feels like when body is surrendered it reunions with the universe and that feeling is not temporary, it is permanently.
Peace.
James123ParticipantDear Alessa,
Are you joking? 😂
You just see what you want to see 😂
What about enlightenment that i talked about? 😂
The ego is just see what it want to see lol.
I am sorry but i laughed loudly 😂
Dear Tee,
Try to take care your body and cause more stress. You have no idea how free and beauty it is without you.
Peace.
James123ParticipantDear Tee,
According to doctors, if i have never used drugs, clot would explode and i will be dead. My doctor said you lucky mf 😂
All i am saying is this, if you purposely take care of the body or purposely not to take care of body, body has it’s destiny and no matter what you do, destiny would not be changed.
So, just relax, sit back and breathe in entire life. Work as relaxed, walk as relaxed and talk as relaxed.
Peace.
James123ParticipantDear Tee,
No. Drugs accumulated calcium in my vein. Therefore, i had a surgery. But, clot happened by itself and wasn’t related to anything.
So, with surgery the saw the clot (when they took my heart out).
Peace.
James123ParticipantDear Roberta (i am sorry, i wrote above Thomas mistakenly),
Moreover, infinite intelligence, love is the universe itself, it is right İn front of you. Just simply be aware that body breathes the air that doesn’t even see, heart beat itself, the body has own energy like a battery to work etc… What can be more amazing than that? And too of that you “think” you are the body and mind. What an amazing artwork.
Peace.
James123ParticipantDear Tee,
İf you surrender the body, it doesn’t mean that it will not do anything, it means that it will do all what is necessary and you are just the attachment to thought process. That’s all.
İ was doing so much drugs and that’s what one of the biggest reason for my heart surgery. But, funnily, after surgery doctor told me that i am very lucky. Because, if i did not have this problem, they will never see the clot in my under heart, which was not related to my heart problem. İt was out of chart. So, if i took care myself as you said, i was dead because of the clot, which was about to explode. But, i died anyway 😊
Dear Thomas,
İt is not happiness or sadness. İt is resting, freedom, ease and peace. All i can say, i am free and body doesn’t belong to me.
İ can not access those states, because any state belongs to mind. Mind and body is not me.
İt is not actually nothing, nothing is a word just the pointer. İmagine before physical birth, what is there? that’s what You really are. Therefore, any given name or experience or feelings belongs to body and mind. Therefore, what We really are can not be experienced, explained. Only Be.
Peace.
James123ParticipantDear Tee,
The core of stress is expectations. For instance, you eat healthy, work out and did exactly what is main media says about “living healthy” and you have car accident and get paralyzed. Won’t it be more suffering for you, because you did everything right, yet everything turned out to be unexpected way?
Mine was congenital heart problem.
Wit love,
James123ParticipantDear Tee,
Just take watch your breath, feel your heart beat. Body is already perfect. Heart might have a mechanical valve, body might have a pacemaker. But, it is what is supposed to be for this body.
As i say, wanting or not wanting is already controlling. To do something try to protect to heart is more stress to heart. İ let the body completely go. Even if you try to control destiny of the body, if it will die, whatever you, it will die exactly in the moment that suppose to die.
My body is completely %100 better without me. Because, the me / stress is gone. Therefore, body is completely as ease and relax. And because of there is no one to protect, mind is only active for functioning. Therefore, mind is at ease too.
The one who had surgery wasn’t me, it was the body.
Yoga or Tai chi or any sports are fine but only if surrendering.
Peace.
James123ParticipantDear Tee,
Controlling the body is cause of stress. Jumping purposely top of the mountain is an example of controlling the body either.
What i am saying, how it breathes or heart beat itself, let it walk, talk and write like that.
When one is completely aware of the body (but it takes years to be aware), one realizes that body is doing most of the things that you are not aware and you is just attachment to the mind chattering.
Even, after enlightenment mind chats but only connecting to the body. Therefore, %99 percent unnecessary internal dialogue stops. Therefore, mind become at ease. Such as, I will go to work tomorrow and put alarm on 7:00 am. That’s it.
Peace.
James123ParticipantDear Tee,
The reason of stress is controlling, isn’t it?
İf you surrendered the body to Amy outcome, how can you be in stress or “you” there?
“You” are the stress or controller itself.
Of course, you can have nice time not only stress but as i said before just a migraine can undermine that happiness.
Peace.
James123ParticipantDear Thomas,
I went to my village. Food was cooking by my or clothes washing by my distant relatives (i gave them money for entire year). And just go out at night to get the food and drinks. İ didn’t see any daylight (bathroom was in next the room). İ completely closed all the windows with dark cloak.
Psychedelics doesn’t stay in brain (even if i did 10 gr dried ploycibin cubensis with lemon take and 5 Meo DMT with ultra high dosages). They are experiences, comes and goes. These are life changing experiences such as infinite love, infinite intelligence, infinite nothingness etc ..
But, enlightenment is completely different. Because, it is stepping back from the body, which meaning is body and mind does all necessary things as talking to you, work, going out to cinema, dinner etc… Yet, it doesn’t belong to anyone.
I am always what i am and never moved, born or die. These, are functions of the body.
Therefore, enlightenment is just simply being where you already are.
Peace.
James123ParticipantDear Tee,
Psychedelic retreats was at 2018 and a year retreat was at 2020.
Dropping all attachments are not an attachment, it is pointing out.
Moreover, it is not an experience, because any experience belongs to body and mind.
I didn’t not actually suffer a lot. I had just a crazy life, modelling, money, woman etc… Yet at some point, there wasn’t any happiness. Heart surgery just opened the gate.
You can’t even control the mind, how can you control the body? Just using arms or deciding what to eat?
You are just the stressor of the body. Body can live way longer without you. Stress is the biggest enemy of the body.
I am not here to teach you, i am here to warn you. Either you follow or not. İf you don’t, death will show you.
Saying all the things as love or i love you etc… İ am not here for over reacting or supposing. İ said just peace, because just peace.
Outcome affects to body, not me.
Peace. 😊
James123ParticipantDear Tee,
Body is it’s own. There is no one in control.
This, what metaphors are like Jesus is son of god or he is taken by god, or prophet Muhammad wrote the Quran via angels and talking with Allah or God shines trough the body. Actually, separate self has died.
Because, when body is it’s own, body is one with universe, because, if there is no air, no sun, no gravity etc… İt is impossible to body to survive. And so called soul is back with Truth at ease and peace without any separation. And that’s what real Love is.
Peace.
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