Hey Irene.

Boy, do i know what you’re talking about…

My name is Simon and i am 16 years old.

Recently i just started in Highschool. Thats not the problem though… MY problem is that i am experiencing a very negativ time in my life right now, just like you. Too tired to go out, too tired to call some friends, even too tired to go to school. I am really depressed. really, really depressed. I am writting this on a Sunday and all i thought about Friday and Saturday was… just killing myself, get it over with, leave this place forever, and never return. I don’t even know where i am going with this but basically what i want to tell you Irene is: don’t go listen to the sad/happy/whatever songs, don’t go read another random “positive thinking bullshit book” (even though they are pretty good) what my advice for you is:

GO READ THE POWER OF THE NOW OR A NEW EARTH OR ANYTHING FROM ECKHART TOLLE.

i put it in caps so if you dont got energy too read my whole damn depressing life story you can atleast get that little bit with you.
But for real read something from Eckhart Tolle and you will see there is light, not at the end of the tunnel, but right where you are. actually now that i am writing this i realize my own life situation is not that bad and i am actually laughing right now… wow

All this depression and suffering is caused by the ego.
I know this is getting pretty long now but i recognize your situation and want to help you, because i know how it feels. I don’t neither want it to sound like i am pushing some form of realigion on you but, Eckhart saved my life (litarally) and i want him to help you too. So if you are depressed or just mildly annoyed he got the signposts to lead you back on track on your lifejourney.

I whish you the best Irene

-Simon