I’m an over thinker to! Like big time. It mostly effects ne at school or work where I see famiiar faces. For some reason I feel the need to always be this perfect happy person. I also feel like the spotlight is always on me and my reactions si I try to entertain as much as I can. Its very draining :(. On the bright side I discovered tiny buddah and finally signed up for it and now I see there are many others with the same issues I struggle with daily. I appreciate you sharing. The world is only as lonely as you let it be. Thank-you for reaching out your definitely not alone.