I’ll just join this discussion to see if sharing my story will help…

I’m 25 and I left home when I was 18 to graduate at foreign university. Since the start, I questioned myself if the degree I was undertaking was really my fit to what I liked, however I just went with the flow and graduated ahead of time. I moved out to another country to speak a new language and get a Masters degree, from which I’m not quite sure if I will graduate this year due to my tmediocre thesis project. On tops of that, I’m pretty sure I’m not the ambitious business man I prepared to be. I guess I took the “safe way” , questioning all the time about my fit within but never took the courage to change my route. I’m taking a internship at a pretty good company but it seems I can’t do anything right, I’m basically stuck, I began doubting about everything I’ve done and I feel I’m not at anything.

What really bothers me, is that I’m educated, I had every opportunity in this world, and it semms I forgot it…my parents have been a great help and now I fear to disappoint them if I tell them I’ve done something to pleased while they were thinking I prepared myself academically towards something I ‘liked”. Additionally, I really don’t know what I want, who I am, or where I’m going? And all this lead to tears everytime I speak with my family and they ask how am I doing, I try to say good but they know I’m not, and I feel they are already disapointed…

I don’t know, my case is not suicidal or depressive, I just lost motivation and direction… I’ve asked mysel where do I see, want to be in 1, 3, 5 or 10 years from now and I don’t know… I really have no clue… I really feel greatly inmature at a decisive point in my life. There it is, I’m pretty sure someone has been wondering the same thing, I’m just looking to see if someone has something to say besides: get it together! I know I should, I’ve tried, I don’t know how anymore…