Thanks for your opinion. I’m feeling like my realization has brought up a fear of intimacy for me. I have been through some very difficult emotional turmoil in my life. I have been sitting with my emotions since the first post and I feel the anxiety arises when I imagine being intimate. This is whats difficult for me because I love her. I feel this is also merged in with a lack of self love for myself disabling my ability to truly love and be loved. I had a very difficult childhood.

• This reply was modified 9 years, 8 months ago by Benjamin.
• This reply was modified 9 years, 8 months ago by Benjamin.