Hello
I love Tiny Buddha, and I am so grateful to have found this thread. I said good bye to my sweet Simon on 1/18/18. He was 13. I loved him deeply and the guilt is crushing, the loss heart breaking and all encompassing. I identify with all of your words right now, and even though I’m very late to the game, it is very comforting. I hope you are all giving another canine friend your love, and that find memories have replaced the guilt you have felt over past losses. I know I will get there in time. Love to you all.
xo