I have left home since I was 15 and really navigated life and world on my own since then. I only get to see my parents when I go home to visit my grandmother who took me when i was child and saved me fr the abuse. I look up to her more as my mother. I now live in London. Thanks for everything Anita. Im moving on. Onwards and upwards.

Thanks for the reply Anita. It did strike a chord to me what you said. I was physically abused by my mother. She thought it was her way of disciplining me as a child. But it was not. As a child I didn’t know why she did what she did. I was being hit by my mum with a hard stick and the anger and the humiliation I have experienced as a child.

I believe Im justified in harming him because he wronged me and I must get him to feel as bad I feel. So I completely believe I am right. There is no doubt or question this is what he deserves and I need him to do something, apologize or whatever to set things right.

• This reply was modified 3 years, 7 months ago by Gigi.

to suffer and that I will let inform his wife of the exchanges. This was brought about my anger. And he replied. But the exchanges was too toxic.