I read the entire page and got my self registered just to reply here. maggieblack open your eyes sweetheart and think more rationally, I can see that you are very much in love with him, but I agree with each and every word of inky, she is hitting the nail on the head.
men are no fools but they know how to fool a woman.
they will never leave their woman but they will always want a Stephaney or a punching bag in front of whom they can play their sympathy cards.
open your eyes honey, remember he has his wifey with him and you are just a girlfriend. some day he might tell you that you were just a good friend of mine, you misunderstood our relationship.

you are here asking strangers like me and inky for solution about your boyfriend just because a part of you is in doubt.

godbless you and show the right path