Dear andreapretty,
Hope you are fine, can you just keep having a child with your husband issue aside for a moment and think and write here that what do you like and what you don’t like in your husband . What does this marriage means to you. What are you going to loose, if you terminate this marriage. Hope for you to write when you are in a calm state of mind not in emotional state, so that we can understand better.
Finewine.

Dear andreapretty,
It seems lot of pressure is going on in your life , but I feel for you the relationship with your husband is like a treasure to you. Try not to loose him . communicate with him who knows you both can have a good chemistry at last. If this can happen that will be a very good thing according to me. Hope for the best for you.
Finewine.