I understand these feelings very well. I go through periods of feeling bored, and lonely. When I am feeling bored it’s almost like I am searching for some sense of adventure. It seems like the daily routine is just stagnant and just goes on. I am currently studying business, I want to start my own business, and sometimes I can’t find my passion. Sometimes it’s almost like when I feel that I am getting somewhere, I don’t know enough. Today I am feeling like the road ahead is just so long, and spent with my days studying, and trying to reach my goals. I feel lonely because recently I lost alot of friends. I am not sure why but we just seem not to connect as much, and even though I am sure I will find friendship again, I also feel like I have lost the ability to truly connect with others. I’ve grown to keep an eye on those close to me because so many have ended up betraying me in some way. I have found a way to forgive these people but it doesn’t seem to help me let my guard down.
I recently read an article saying how boredom isn’t always a bad thing. There is always a middle in between every journey, and boredom just means that you are on the track to where you want to go. The point is to just keep pushing through until the next milestone is met.