Dear Nina,
Thank you for your kind and insightful advices.
Like you mentioned, I need to de-stress myself to a higher level. I need to be self ascertain that nothing is lost but its all a way to something better, stable. And it really helps so much to know that people do face a similar situation and they have made through it. I just wish my situation will be something akin to yours down the lane.
I needed a positive change in my life and I am pretty sure I am the only one with the power to make those changes to myself and I need to use those powers.
I guess waking up early and having a clear mind will solve half of my issues and the rest would take care of itself.
I will keep you posted on the updates and again, thank you for your kind advice.
Regards
P.S : Now I feel I might have used “I” a bit more than required. But You get the gist of it right?