Dearest Jan,
i am so sorry this has happened to you but you can overcome. My heartfelt advice is to block his number from your phone and Facebook Do not allow any contact with him for any reason. No matter what. I am very saddened to tell you that what happened, in my opinion was sexual assault. Hold your head up with dignity and wait for loving intimacy. Listen to your intuition young woman. You will know the different.
I wish for you light and love,
Dew