Carly,

I am truly sorry for what you are going through, and I do not think no one can completely feel what you must be going through. Secondly, PLEASE… please, do not blame yourself for what happened to you in the past. The decisions that others might have taken and that will take are not something that you can control. I am happy that you had the courage of speaking out, the need for you to talk is and was the first step for you to heal.

I could encourage you to do several things, some of which, would/will take time, patience, and a lot of love.
1) I suggest you to go to your school counselor. They are trained individuals who have been trained to act and help you in though times, like this.
2) YOU ARE A GORGEOUS PERSON… Love yourself and love others, but do not remain quiet… you already took the first step, you told your parents. They might have not had the best reaction, but you did your best. Now, it is time to seek for other sources of help, they are not the only source of aid.

You are set for a great future!!!
P.S. Do not think you are not “a great writer”… great writers speak from the heart, and you did more than that!!!

I hope these humble words are of good encouragement…
Namaste