Thank you. You trully seem to know a lot about life, definitely more than I do. I hope I will forget this pain soon and some day find someone I deserve. I wish no one has to go through this and I don’t understand why some people act like that to others. I did nothing wrong and I never hurt anyone. I tried in the past to be less sensitive because life is hard but I feel this is a part of me. If I leave it, I will be someone else and someone I do not want to become. But I don’t think I have another choice.

Thank you for taking time to read this and reply back to me. So far I never thought that I was so desperate for his approval and love until you mentioned it. I know there is nothing for me there anymore, he is already sleeping with another woman or even women. But this whole time I was clueless. I should have found this sooner and confront him face to face and demand explanation. Now, he pretends I do not exist. He will never answer and to be honest he doesn’t even know what to say. It is pretty clear that he just had his time with me until he got bored. But I feel It’s my fault. That I don’t deserve someone to love me back. Maybe I was not enough. What could possibly that other girl have that I don’t? I was never jealous,always supportive to anything he wanted. I don’t understand. I mean, sometimes people get bored for reasons, maybe I was not what he was looking for afterall. But this was disrespectful. He was cheating and then decided to ignore me. He could at least be honest about it and break up with me like a decent person does. The worse part is that he maybe doesn’t even enjoy it. He simply doesn’t care anymore. I was nothing to him.