I agree with LaReason! Its all about positivity, which is obviously easier said than done in terms of maintaining on a daily basis. In my own personal experience I’ve found that even making small steps forward when you’re confused and unsure of what your calling is, usually ends up paying off big-time in the end. My main piece of advice to you is that its important to remember that there are NO real limits for you and what you can become-so apply for as many jobs as you can, explore your music, put yourself out there, don’t be ashamed to ask for help, trust your gut, your reality WILL ALWAYS be whatever you believe! best of luck