We’re not in an official relationship but we both like eachother, we hug and cuddle a lot. Friday I’m going to see her and thats when I planned to ask her out. But suddenly last I was laying in bed and I thought, wait, no, why? I just randomly lost that passion i had felt for her for for months. Being with her was special, her face glowed more than anyone else’s. But now suddenly it doesnt. But I have such a strong desire to love her, to feel that passion I felt. I thought we were perfect for eachother, but now I sit here and agonize over why I’m NOT loosing my mind just by looking at her.

If this thread is still alive please help. Im in one of the darkest states I’ve ever been in and am contimplating suicide.