Hi,

Coming to a place where we realize that we are part of everything, and nothing is separate, is part of a spiritual search. And, I think it might feel like that translates into No-self. But for me there is an agency that reflects. I just had a conversation about that and here is my experience. On a 90 day retreat the guide started it out planting a seed. For thirty days we meditated every morning just watching. No discussion or mention of what we were doing. The guide explained later that we are like the plant that grew. Part of everything, changing everyday, and yet still plant. Even though the word plant is not sufficient to explain what plant is.

She also explained that Being Selfless is so different from being No-self. I can be selfless. I know what that means. We let go of conditioned ego and act from presence.

I love that you are a seeker. Have lots of compassion for yourself. Keep going!

Bryan