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CarpeDiemParticipant
Hey Eliana,
I have read many posts where you have tried to help you other people and I have always considered you and Anita a great people here on this website.
I wish you a happy birthday and I really hope you feel better. You are a strong person, you have survived through so much and I believe you will survive this ordeal. I am not wise but I think you are very wise person and I feel you can make new friends who will appreciate your presence. Maybe you try to attend few events around like couchsurfing events or internations and meet new people.
Please write more here if you feel like…We are here for youCarpeDiemParticipantYeah I a looking for a job in the mall to pay for rent and food. I really need to occupy my brain so as not to think of the past. I will try harder
Thanks a lot for your message 🙂
I really appreciate itCarpeDiemParticipantWell, because of my past relationships ( I have had a few relationships or one night stands before her), she thought I might cheat on her so trust was missing from her part. She will sometimes flirt with other guys but she will get mad that I liked a pic of one girl on FB. She was sometimes hypocrite. She will get mad when I will go out with friends but she will do the same. I had trust in her but maybe not 100%. At the same time, I must say that she was very nice to me when she could. She will hug me all the time. I think I loved her but we never said ‘I love you’ to each other….I think of her everyday. I am not able to catch a break but I am confident that things will get better. I am having difficulty of letting go…letting go of my past…letting go of her.
CarpeDiemParticipantDear Anita,
Thanks a lot for your reply.
Yes, you understood perfectly well.
I can’t change my city at the moment because I dont have enough money to pay advance rent. I am living in a hostel(which is cheap). At the moment in the country I live, the employment opportunities are really less. I live in Italy but I am from Asia.
I was mean to her when we were together during our college days. I was mean to her because she was mean to me ( I realized too late that I was immature).
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