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October 10, 2017 at 2:10 pm #172651ShyParticipant
Thank you all so much.
The thing is, I do love my boyfriend. I have no doubts about it anymore. It’s more of a “gotten used to it” feeling. Like I still adore him and love him with all my heart. But I’ve finally realised that he is, indeed, mine.I’m happy with my relationship. I’m just somewhat scares that someday, out of the blue, I could stop loving him.
He’s a wonderful man. Does the best he can to make me feel loved. Always manages to make me smile, no matter how tough the situation is that I’m in.
He always puts me first. And, on top of that, he is somewhat my first real relationship.
My first boyfriend only used me. He was 8 years older than me and just got out of a relationship before we started dating.
this is something completely different. I don’t want to hurt him, ever. He’s my number one and I want to make sure he only gets the best, and I want to try my best to always make him happy. Because he deserves it.
We both have our ups and downs in our private lives, but our relationship couldn’t be better (well, except for the distance).
You really helped me open my eyes and think about things. I got ran over with all sorts of feelings these past weeks.
Anger. Betrayal. Sadness. Fear. Love. Excitement. I thought I had reached the bottom again. That this time, I’d be alone with my misery. But I’m not and I’ll never be.
Things have been rough all my life. My relationship with my boyfriend has been stable, and perfect for so long, I forced myself to think that something must be wrong, since I’m not used to have nothing broken in my life.
I haven’t stayed in one place for longer than a year. Kept switching schools. Homes.
And I still have him. It’s strange to me. But I’m lucky to have him, and I’m sure I’ll overcome this situation, like I always did.
Thank you for listening to my stupid venting <3 You really helped me, making me think
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October 10, 2017 at 9:26 am #172611ShyParticipantI’ve only recently had to move out to my new flat.
I’ve been living with a family from one of my friends. Before that, I never really had a place to call my own. My family members are mostly alcoholics and terrible people.
I’m an introvert, and the family I’ve lived with decided it’d be best for me to move out and find a place for myself. For my own sake.
About the accusations:My sister has been going around spreading lies.
She’s told everyone the reason I got “kicked out” was because I’m a dirty thief.
Apparently I stole something from them.
She even messaged me an entire paragraph on Facebook (we don’t have eachothers numbers) saying how pathetic I am. How I always get what I want and how stealing only proceeds to get me my own flat.
I’ve never stolen in my life. These accusations have seriously tormented me these past days. But she blocked me immediatly after she sent me the message.She’s 33, but sometimes I wonder who’s more mature. Me, or her?
Now I can’t let anyone of my family see me. What are they thinking of me? But at the same time, I don’t care.
But I kinda do. I don’t want anyone to think badly of me. I’m not a bad person.I just wonder how my sister got that idea of me stealing.
I haven’t seen or talked to her in months. I’ve only said no when she asked if I could help her out financially a few weeks ago. I had no money myself.
My thoughts are too much.
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