It has not even been a full month in the year and I have hit rock bottom with my life I find myself crying in class work even buying something. I feel so lost and I just signed up to this to see if I can find something or someone to vent to. Every new year I feel depressed and I do not know why but this new year I was given a big motive to find out that my partner of 5 years has a child outside of our relationship which i was not aware of till now.I never would of though that it would hurt me this much but the anger i feel destroyed and let down and talking to my friends does not help nobody knows what I am going through. I feel like the world has fallen over me and i can not do not one thing about i want to to go climb the highest mountain and just scream who does life have to be so cruel I really need someone to talk to because I find myself loosing myself in all of this I cant eat nor think straight in days and i feel terrible this anger has taken over me,