Wow, thank you so much for the feedback! I have felt like I was losing my mind the past few weeks with all my mood swings and crazy thoughts. I feel a little better knowing that there is a chance to turn this around. I am currently searching for a good counselor and hope to find a good one ASAP.

My body has definitely been through a lot since I quit. I’ve had “brain shocks” , bloating, pain in my legs and arms, and now my emotions are going crazy. I know, this too, will eventually pass!

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I am praying for the strength. There are times when I feel like that was a totally different person I was dealing with then to who he is today but I still get stuck wondering what went wrong. I worry he may decide to jet or that I will lose myself trying to please him.

I need strength, trust, and forgiveness.

Wow, thank you! You are right, my perspective is probably off. When I am around him I can tell that this is something significant for both of us. Reading your answer definitely gave me a little relief because I have been holding these thoughts in the back of my head for a while. It’s unhealthy self-talk like this that can make things go sour. I need to hit pause more and look at the “bigger picture.”