Hi there ….. when i read ur post …. my first thought was …. Dats exactly what i have gone through and am going through currently (sometimes) ……. I always keep a happy and a smiling face infront of everyone … but no one to share my thoughts or problems with…. In my experience …. as i dont have any close friends on whom i can reply on …. i took help from Internet where i started reading blogs … motivational websites …… i purchased Heal ur life book written by Louise Hay which helped me lot. the book actually changed my attitude towards myself and others. I am very obese …. so yes i feel inferior when i step out of my house …. but my thought process says … Do not care what others think abt U ….. i am special in my own way ….. i also say and read daily affirmations which keeps me positive …… It helps ….
After reading ur post the 1st thing i can tell U is … stop feeling inferior …. make a list of all good things abt U …. U r unique and special ….. remember no one can make u feel inferior unless u allow them to ….. so keep ur head high …. U r special in ur own way … there is no another U …… Keep smiling !!! Good Luck.