Hello Runner

First of all I hope you take care of yourself the right way and clear your mind of all the bad thoughts you’re holding in. Take a few days off and just cry and let it all out, you need to go through this in order to heal yourself.

After this you may feel empty inside or powerless but it is normal. Don’t be ashamed to ask your friends for help, talk to someone you’re comfortable around. After a week or two when you’ll start feeling a vit better, decide what you want to do. Is this man worth all the pain you’re going through? I think not by the way you described your story.

Talk to his family, they may offer support and understanding and might help you. I think the best decision is to take a break from everything and then move on. Maybe you could move back to your state or try to find friendship and love where you are, but you need to let go. Stopp thinking about him. It may feel hard, but you could try to find a place to live on your own, concentrate on your work or spend time doing something you like inorder to take your mind off him.

If you want to get over him you must feel like you made the right choice, even if this won’t come fast. You need to improve your life and focus on the present.

I wish you all the best and that you’ll find the happiness and comfort you’re looking for. Take care of yourself and don’t let bad things like this get to your heart.

Anna