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July 13, 2019 at 4:59 am #303125ANameParticipant
What can I say. I know this is a five year old topic, but aside from its age itās still rather relevant today. I was married for 3 years but together with her for 10. It was a rocky relationship as we got deeper in to our time together. I got too comfortable too quick. Then on New Yearās Day of 2018 her New Years wish was to move out on January 1st. She already had someone in mind in terms of whom she wanted to date even before leaving me. She was able to work out the logistics with her parents to move into one of the 4 homes that they owned. I was left to my own vices and myself as a dog. It was the worst feeling ever. My alcohol consumption sky rocketed from there and at that point I decided to move back from Arizona to New York. The adjustment has been less than desired to say the least. Iām currently living with my mom and resolving my alcoholism issues with naltrexone. During this time itās been an unimaginable challenge to try to NOT think about her even though she so quickly āmoved onā. When we got married she never took my last name, which I donāt mind but then one day a couple of weeks ago she had the audacity to contact me directly and said in a paraphrasing manner that be boyfriend calls her Theresa Rebecca. As if!! Are you frackin serious?!! What kind of a sick joke is that not only to rub that in my face but to even joke about the fact about her changing her name even if it was a joke Iām trying to heal and that comment was completely out of line and I should have said something, but since then I didnāt. Anyways, the reason why Iām posting is because I canāt go to public establishments or even do something without my mind wandering off and thinking about all of the great times we had together and how my heart is still lingering for her even after all of this. I donāt know what to do. Any advice would greatly be appreciated. Thank you so much.
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