hi,

I’m Anjali….I broke of with my boyfriend recently …I’ve been with him from the last 5 months….he is the best guy any girl want to have but though having all the qualities of a perfect boyfriend I didn’t get to fell the connection that I really need to….like other couples gets so much attracted towards their partner or fell so much excited to spend time with them but in my case I didn’t …..I hung up for these few months thinking tat I’ll get that felling for him but I didn’t ….I just wanted to broke up Nd I tried confessing him before also but couldn’t gathered the guts to break his heart…but I realized that hanging in the relationship where u don’t want to be is just so unfair to your felling as well as your partner …in a way while staying in relation I fell like I’m cheating myself  like ruining my happiness to make him happy…one day we had a bit fight and I said to him that I want a break up and he was like its ohk it’s your life do what makes u happy….but I knew that he was broken inside…so for his happiness I thought to patch up but that thought of being in relation again could make my heart heavy…I made myself strong and made a decision that I’ll breakup and I thought that I wouldn’t be so difficult but now I realized that it was not at all easy…I’m still fighting over my guilt that I’ve hurt him a lot….writing all this thing makes my heart a bit light ….I don’t know weather I did right or wrong …..if anyone has been in a situation similar to mine do reply Nd give me some advice….