No i wasnt cheated before and he didnt gave me any reason to doubt. This is the second time we try to work out, we thought that now, after a 2 year pause, we are more mature and we really really wanna be together since we haven`t found anybody else and we were thinking nonstop about each other. I am sure now that the problem is mine and i will definitely bite my tongue a lot for 30 days, i have to for the sake of love. Thank you very much !