To everyone thanks for all the support, and love be with you all. I have had ups and downs. I fell into an abusive relationship which ended around a month ago. I lost a lot of mutual friends as they did not believe anything that I said, there were a lot of untrue rumors spread about me by my previous partner. All my mutual friends took her side even though I was nothing but kind and supportive. I do not take the role of victim often, but in this case I was used and it drained all my energy again. It unfortunately left a blemish on an otherwise positive period. It’s been hard to lose so many friends and for them to assume that because I am a man that I must be in the wrong. But other than that I am happy to read your messages things have mostly been positive and things look up <3

Kind regards Alex

Hey Anita, my mother is emotionally abusive. She would try manipulate me saying things like “How could you do this to your mother” even though she has never done anything for me and put me in dangerous situations. She would flip it on me and try turn everyone against me. Even though just trying to get space. She only cares about what she wants. I constantly get calls even though I say I don’t want to talk to her, She has also never apologised or even talked about the past. She did one time but she flipped it on me saying. “Sorry I left but I don’t deserve this your horrible to me and a shit son”. I’ve given up on trying to make our relationship work, why should I keep forgiving her when she has showed zero remorse for what she put me through.

Hey everyone I want to make it clear I’m fine, I felt suicidal a couple of hours ago. But they are just passing thoughts, like I don’t want to make anyone worried. It’s life, we all have trials and tribulations, How else to we grow as people?

Thank you for replying Anita, I am looking at therapy but it isn’t easy to have the strength to talk about these things so posting on here has now given me more confidence to see preofessionals. I have limited contact with my mother as i will get a lot of abuse for cutting contact. I try turn the negative feelings I feel into positivity. I understand sadness is intertwined with happiness so I try to look at the positives. I am blessed to have looked death in the eyes and won. Thank you for reaching out ❤️