Hi, I can understand your hopelessness. But don’t give up on life. Just hang on. Things will become better for sure. There will be light at the end of the tunnel. Even i went through tough times in my life. But i didn’t give up and here i am still breathing,still alive. Keep your faith in GOD(because even if you give up on GOD ,he won’t give up on you). I will tell you what and all you can do to feel better everyday. Spend time in nature, do meditation, do simple breathing exercises and try to think of GOD instead of your problems. Remember that u are unique in this world. you are special.