Hi Alba, I understand that you are going though hard times right now. The best piece of advice I can give you is to understand that what you are going through is not permanent. I myself go through stages where I feel disconnecting to the world. The beauty of life is that your situation could change in an instant! Life is unpredictable, tomorrow you could quite literally have the best day of your life. The future holds endless possibility that can only be discovered one day at a time. So I challenge you to seek out this endless possibility by living in the moment. Life is full of hurdles and challenges that will test you Alba. However, through these hurdles you will become stronger and more wise. Release yourself to the world and don’t try to control the ride of life. Once you meet with your therapist I know that you will find a blend of medicine that will work for you. Every day from now on will bring you one step closer to the person you want to be. Rome wasn’t built in a day! Stay strong Alba I know that the universe will reward you eventually.