Finn,

I am so happy you posted your topic, as I can relate.

“have some negative habits (more like people) that I would like to erase. I still have extreme anxiety in relationships (been cheated on more than I have had faithful) and its been a really long time I don’t know how to invest or where to start.”

The woman I love, ex boyfriend cheated other her with numerous women, so when we got together it was really hard for her to trust me, thinking that I was cheating or going to cheat which was never the case. Since January of 2011, I never slept with another person/been intimate with anybody else, even up until now. Never believed in it, just not the way that I am. I have very excellent morals in regards to that. I have been cheated on before, so I know how it feels and where you are coming from. Best personal advice I can give you, is that not every person who cares deeply about you is a cheater and it doesn’t mean that it will happen to again with someone new. Just have faith and know, that not everyone behaves this way.

I have stomach issues too due to poisoning of the GMO’S I ingested since birth, dairy, fast food, processed meats ect. The only cure is a raw vegan diet for me. About marijuana, I have been able to smoke legal marijuana from the dispensary for cramps and help with my digestion, it worked very well for both but then I started to gain weight and having memory loss, even now I am having some issue with my memory because of it, I wasn’t happy about that so we immediately stopped the medical Marijuana. I work so very hard to maintain a healthy weight and diet for my height as well. Luckily I wasn’t addicted or a heavy smoker, so the loss of not using it anymore hasn’t bothered me in the slightest. Medical Marijuana just wasn’t meant for me and I’m completely ok with that. As other natural remedies have helped. I am a little sad that I can’t digest food like everybody else can, without the help of a very high fiber diet, smooth move tea’s and Bio-K probiotics from Quebec, Canada. Really sucks!

I’m getting better though at fine tuning a few things and listening to my body/stomach when it comes to food. My Chinese practitioner is keeping a close eye on my memory loss in the mean time, in case it might be something else. Hopefully people on here don’t start judging me because of it.

I’ve never done any heavy drugs in my life, except medical marijuana but that was very rare, here and there since July of 2015.

I guess only time will tell now. I know 1 tablespoon twice a day of raw coconut oil from Sri Lanka, India. Dr. Bronners Brand and fair trade. Heals the brain and helps regain memory loss. It works, nothing major with memory, just little things.

Hopefully some of my health tips will help you too.

M.