I’ve recently realized that the things I would never want to happen to me, are actually coming true one by one and I fear what the next one would be.
My boyfriend and I broke up because he cheated with a good ‘friend’ of mine and he is now going out with her.
We don’t talk anymore and it’s been a week because we argued on our last conversation
I think he forgot about me now and everything we had because he doesn’t even try to communicate anymore. It’s barely been a month
It went from talking all day and all night to nothing at all and I feel like I’m the only stressing over his texts or phone calls.
All of those were not things I truly obsessed about but I remember thinking about that before once in a while and thinking ”wow, this looks tough I really hope this never happens” or I would listen to a song that describes one of those situation and I would think ”I really hope I never go through this. That really sucks”. So these were basically in my list of things I really did NOT want to happen to me.
Now each of them is happening and I really don’t know what to do? Nothing is getting better.