Hey tiny Buddhas,

My dating life has become very… Alive, I guess. I spent seven months getting to know the man of my dreams. Im 21 and hes 24. I had such a good feeling about him and we hit it off almost instantly lol. I remember it was about music :). We had an argument– a passionate one about two artists. I liked him from then on. I initially thought he was so frank that it was damaging, but at the time I didnt know why this quality made him more appealing. Never have I had a connection with someone, as i did with him. We laughed, had long discussions of goals, current aspirations, and everything else under the sun… Hes explained to me, how our connection has been something hes seeked, but could not find and I feel the same way. That seven months x bliss ended as a result of my poor decisions. This has ruined my chances of winning him back. All of the qualities that a “good” man fulfills, he does that.
You know how some people may say “Oh, shes too good for him; shes out of his league!”? Well, I think this man was too good for me; Justin was out of my league!

Thoughts? I do apologize if anyone finds my thoughts to b rather disheveld. I didnt intend for it to b that way. Id appreciate all positive thougts. Thank u