I recently have been in a bad place. No excuses, no lies. I couldn’t, didn’t think I could, get out of it.

I’m starting to change the way I think. This helps in small increments – that way it is believable.

I think also that in the future I want to have children, sons, and children children. I want to have a business where I can create this as a stable vision and hand my work down to them and so on and so forth.

I believe this as a simple vision for the future of just my life.

I’m hoping that this vision can get me out of the backseat and into the drivers whereof I can get to my destination.

Sounds cheesy but feels true.

I don’t believe in much anymore, but I can believe and will simply believe in this.

That is what is so difficult in this life, finding things to believe in. This site has honest writers, which is good. The world, me included in the world, needs people who have a soul.