Hey there,
Life can never be easy. When the one you think you will love forever left you with some strange reasons or even without any reason, you’re heart broken. Sometimes your life is just in a mess, bad things come one after another. You cannot choose what you will face, but you can choose the attitude to respond.

Look at the positive side in your life. You’re playing hockey in a national level. It’s amazing. You can get admitted by a foreign university, which shows you are a very intellect person. Be positive to your future. You’ve already in such a bad situation, what can be worse? You’re a great guy. You’re talented and you’re already better than many, many people in this world. Be grateful to all the achievement in your life. Things will turn around eventually. Good luck!