Hi Trixie,
Many of us have this problem with ‘guilt factor’. And good to know that I’m not the only one 🙂 Last year, I was thinking exactly what you’re going through right now. Thank God I didn’t text him. For the reason being ‘It is now a ‘PAST”. And it would be better for both to MOVE ON.
More importantly, if he hasn’t sent you text in a year; isn’t it clear enough for you to understand that he has moved on; or want to.
I have learned in the past one year to hold on to this thought of ‘caring’ and believe me, it has only helped me to grow and be better!
Hope it helps…
Stay blessed!:-)