So here I am. I am in the middle of a cross road. Which way should I go? I have finally seen the light, and I know that I can no longer be what society wants me to be. I have been pushed and brain washed into a career I never wanted. I am 23. There is so much more to learn and explore. I can feel the fire in my blood. I need to break free before it’s too late. I need to live my life the way I want it not the way others want. If I make mistakes , then I am the only one to be held responsible. I want my life back; I want to rediscover my passions and the true essence of life.

The other night I had a nightmare. I was in a horror scene , where I knew that I and everyone else on this planet will die, because of inevitable evil caused by someone, who I know. Of course that someone that I know is not capable of doing this in real life. So my focus is not on him, but on the emotions I was experiencing. I was scared , but I was starting to accept the fact that these would be my last hours on the planet. I saw my loved one, who seemed completely unaware of it all. But I did everything I can to save the lives we have. Why? Because I didn’t want to die. Because I wanted to live.

Right now, coming back to the reality, where there is no real threat of global catastrophe or evilness that can destroy the planet Earth, I think back to my life. The life that I so desperately wanted to save in my dream. I am living a life that is making me unhappy. Yet I am thirsty to live and experience. So I finally open my eyes from a long sleep and awaken my true desires.

I desire to be free! I desire to have the freedom to choose which direction my life takes. Whether it’s right or wrong, I can only find out by taking a step towards the unknown.

I am ready now, more than ever, to finally take the lead and take control of my own life.
It feels so liberating to finally admit this to myself.

I will tell everyone, who cares and loves me, and I will hope that they will support my decision.

One good thing about this life is- freedom to choose!

I will always have a family, that wants the best for me. But sometimes the best way to discover my own identity and true purpose in life is to take a leap away from what everyone else believes is the right thing to do.

I will be brave, I will be honest , I will be just myself. And my inner self will scream out – time to start fresh and live life . Take each day with its good and bad moments but always have the freedom to choose.

I am ready to make this dramatic change. I am excited and truly happy to embark on this new journey.

I am a traveler. I like change. Change allows you to open your eyes and see that the world is much bigger that initially thought.

I know that I have potential and only time will give me the opportunity to fully discover and reveal this potential.

And it’s time. It’s time to take time off and reflect. Time to be just me. It’s time to get back all those hours of mindless work and commuting from one train or bus to another and spend them just for myself!