Always remember, you are not what others think or tell you you are. You are Maria, A good kind heated person who never did any wrong. You are lovable, and one day you will find a person to love you. First you need to do somethings.

1) Learn to love yourself – That means: Be kind to yourself, talk to yourself in positive ways, never angry or hurtful ways. Put your needs first, become your own best friend that way you wont feel so alone,

2) Never ever believe what people tell you who or what you are.

3) You are going through a test, a test of character and it shows you are strong.

4) Try not to look for others for all the answers, They can help with advice but you need to make final decisons.

5) Ask yourself why you allow the bad and wrong opinions of others to affect your emotions so strongly

6) You are in control of these thoughts you have, that means you dont have to give them any power.

Your life is what it is. To some degree we can change it and to others we cant, as in your family.
Its how you as a person deals with it that will ultimately decide your fate, are you going to be a weak person? or are you going to see all the struggles you have overcame as strength of your character?

You are a strong person Maria, Just look inside yourself for the power and answers you seek, they are there.