The last four days have brought about a lot of changes. I was responsible for his teen all weekend while he was away for work… She had snuck out of the house for several hours the night before he left, so he asked me to stay there and keep her safe, and home. I’ve never been so uncomfortable and confused in all my life with all of this. I’m too close to this family and we all rely on each other too much. He officially handed me back the house keys that I had given back to him two months ago as well. I did not ask his reason. Honestly, I was emotionally exhausted enough that I really didn’t care to question why at the time. And you’re right… The tiger is more powerful than I can understand. There is still a lot of raw emotion here and there are far too many blurred lines. Hopefully this weekend I’ll be able to use the time I have away from my children and his daughter, (and him) to meditate and recharge without distractions. I simply don’t know whether to stick it out or move on.