Thank you for this beautiful post.
I have been In pain for a while. All flood gates opened for me when the man I loved left me with no warning. Since that day in June, I have been doing a lot of soul searching with non stop tears. I can’t seem to stop crying. I can’t seem to see me. I have been with the same men all my life trying to fill the space my dad never filled. With my love I was ready to change, ready to be better, ready to let him in but he gave up saying he wasn’t in love with me. Just like my dad, he thought I was good but not enough.
I dont want to feel like a victim. I am not one but with no support system whatsoever, I feel invisible. I am invisible to myself and my feelings are “too much” for my family and friends to handle. So I talk to myself and write on this site. I know I have to be strong. I know I have to pick myself up but sometimes I just wish someone was there to catch me when I fall or just sit there holding my hand when I cry….
This my wish for my birthday for myself and for everyone else….