HI P Lope,

It’s very sad to listen but i can ask you one thing keep it in your mind for life time”Don’t respect those people who doesn’t Respect your feellings”.
And never blamed your self for these all coz you and god is victim for your true love and feellings.I think this is not your bad luck that you are suffering from this hard moments but this is bad luck of your husband that everything is within his hand and he is unable to see that all.

God made everyone for everyperson in this beautiful world so keep in mind that this will be your turning point of your life if you take it possitively and wait for some time bcoz i think somebody very far from you but still waiting for you k so dnt loose your hope and keep trust on god.

This is a lesson of your life and do not blamed any one for these all not even to god B’coz if we do not face these all then we never come to know the true value of life.And i think this is very dangerous if you living with such guy who has alchoholic addiction k.It is his bad luck not yours k so concentrate on your life goals and look at life for your childrens if you have coz its happens offently when parents divorced tht child will cursed for that all.

So Dnt worry about that all as time moves situation will be better Trust on God K God is Everywhere May be with you right now just came to open your eyes to End up your relationship with that guy who does’t respect your feellings.

I can understand the Depth ur love and sorrows k but if i made any mistake to suggest you i am so sorry for that.

Thanks
Your well Wisher.
Dharmesh Radadiya.