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  • September 10, 2013 at 3:49 pm #42019
    Matt
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    Pomme,

    Its natural to feel some discontentment after we make a big step forward. Artists do it with their art, where they criticize and tear down their own work because it is different than the vision. The longer we have held the dream, the more difficult it can be to let go.

    Isn’t the ring only a symbol of the love you have with your boyfriend and future husband? Does it really matter so much? Your partner seems patient and loving, doing the dance along side you with respect and dedication. Together you two made a choice, and the choice stands. Its good to let go of the dream now, and live the dream you’re living. Said differently, we have to let go of the dream in order to appreciate the full beauty of what we have.

    Doing this is actually simple. We move our mind away from the comparison, and into what is. Your intimacy is strong, which is such a blessing. You have use of your sense organs, what a blessing! Look around, walk around and look at how much beauty is in and around you. The mind can settle and accept the meal it has, instead of the meal it envisioned. Does that make sense?

    That being said, it reminds me of a TV show from a long time ago called “Friends”. One character had two beautiful women in love with him, and one of the other characters put it perspective. “Two beautiful women love me, my wallet’s too small for my fifties, and my diamond shoes are too tight!” 🙂 Perhaps a bit lacking in empathy, but read around on the board a little and revisit your question to yourself. Mountain or molehill?

    With warmth,
    Matt

    September 10, 2013 at 7:30 pm #42021
    John
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    I hear where you’re coming from – buyer’s remorse. I went through of it myself recently and it’s amazing how, once it’s gets your claws into you, how difficult it is to let it go.

    You tell yourself, “It means nothing in the long term…How significant is it in the grander scheme of things?…Just accept what is, what you have, look beyond the object and the meaning behind the object…”

    Oh, but the mind is a nasty little gremlin that way. It trips you up with superficial questions, “Really, are you happy with your purchase? Didn’t you really want the other one? Wouldn’t the other one make you much happier?”

    Don’t listen to that voice. It lies to you. It undermines you. It focuses you away from what’s important. Rise above the knee-jerk voice in your head and consciously say, “No, I will not be pulled down into the muck and mire of comparison, evaluation, and judgement. I don’t ‘need’ anything to be happy and am happy with nothing. Whatever comes and I receive as a gift, I will accept graciously and with an open heart.”

    Use that are your starting point and don’t get pulled into suffering and anxiety by being driven by your superficial desires. You’re a much better person than that and I think by expressing how anxious and stressed you are by your own reaction, you recognize your potential to rise above this materialism that you’re experiencing.

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    September 14, 2013 at 6:16 am #42225
    Pomme
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    Thanks so much Paul and John for helping me put things into perspective. I don’t know why I seem to guess every decision I make. This one more so because of how much effort went into getting it. As time passes, it gets better and I realise that the ring is a symbol of the love that my bf and I share together. It was the culmination of all the effort that went into getting it. Sometimes I wonder if I second guess myself so much that if I had gotten the other one, I would feel the same way and want this one. That’s me. The second guessing girl. My bf has the ring and is waiting for the right time to propose. I’ve almost forgotten what it looks like while I await that special day. So as time passes, I am really excited for the moment when I can wear it on my hands. Thank you so much for alleviating my fears and anxiety. It is really good to know that there are people out there like yourselves who can take the time to help out a stranger. Thank you.

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