Dear Rosie:
I read your post but there is nothing in it about your personal relationships with significant people in your life: a partner perhaps, children, parents, siblings, friends. I point to this because it is personal relationships that give us purpose, personal relationships that are meaningful, empathetic, respectful, loving. If you would like to tell me more, please do.
I will be back to the computer in about 12 hours from now.
anita