Recently a relationship I was in ended very badly with my ex ignoring me/not really breaking things off and moving onto a new girl within hours.
I shared so many things with this person, and felt like I knew him completely. I spent hours and hours talking to him and I really felt like he could be in my life forever, even if not as a romantic partner.
I knew from the start talking to him was not in the best interest of me, but I just loved our conversations- we were very compatible, despite the very different personalities. He had many unattractive characteristic traits when it came to his past relationships, but I was always there as a listening ear for him. I helped him through a really difficult time in his life.
I know I should be glad that he’s not in my life anymore. Everyone around me says I deserve so much better, and I know I do. However, I just feel sad, and feel like that connection I had with him will always be there, and that no one will make me feel the way he did. I loved our conversations, and just hated how he ended things so badly. I feel sad and lonely, and miss him when I know I have no reason at all to miss someone that would treat me like that.