Dear mayooon:

You wrote: “But something in me is still the judgmental me that thinks I should be more strict for myself. As if something in my subconscious??” I think it is your “inner critic”. There are probably articles on the Home page here on the Inner Critic. Otherwise you can google it, read, and if you’d like, come back to this thread and let me know if the “inner critic” concept is meaningful to you and if it is relevant to your thread.

anita

Keep doing what you are doing growing learning each day itsnokay change doesnt happen in a day you are still growing and moving forward beautiful person. so PROUD OF YOU for moving forwardnthe fact you are changing and being morenpositive filling your daily life with morenpositicity is incredible. You are amazing and not alone this is all worth it. We all can be critical sometimes its ok we all are learning, remem5 life is beautiful life is short let go of what makesnyoy sad. Criticsm can steal your joy so focus on your happiness and joy and keep focusijg on that it will helpmyou and inspire others. So proud of you, yuo are definitely on the right track. Don’t give up we are always here supporting you and so many people love you, you matter you will be okay and you are healtgy happy and safe♡♡ struggles helpmyou grow itsmall for a big purpose and it all means something best of luck to you beautiful. Keep a journal too and create your own inspiration listen to HappyMotivation songs and do what inspirds you yoga or hobbies exercise share your stories etc and keep being amazing you♡♡♡ best of luckt to you in life beautiful

You are welcome, mayooon. Post anytime!
anita